When Freddie died, he was in my arms, the only time I got to hold him like that with no wires attached. We were tucked up in a bed, with the sun pouring in through the window, peacefully on our own, just the three of us. We didn’t have long, he lasted very little time [...]
I’m so far behind on the day to day life around here that I don’t think I can remember.
Maddy went on her PGL holiday and loved it. I wasn’t really worried about her going, though it didn’t feel very long after all our traumas. She was very pleased to be going and came home full [...]
We’d like 200 fans for each of our websites. So,we’re going to try a give away. I’ll offer a £20 voucher when each page reaches 200 fans. You get one ticket in the draw for being a fan(present fans will be included), an extra ticket for posting this draw on Facebook and or twitter and [...]
It’s time to replace the egg in the basket. I don’t know whether I’ll need it again. Perhaps not. Perhaps. Maybe. If nature thinks so. If I can make myself think so. Possibly if I can work out how to outwit what appears to be a slightly temperamental thyroid. Lots of things. Never thought I [...]
The worst thing about this is how it turns you into a downright bitch. Oh, i know it. I don’t know if there is any way round the raging bitterness that leaks out into the most ordinary of moments. The happy moments.
Unexpected announcements. Hate them. Photo contests. Hate them. Talking about how long it is [...]
I’m not doing so well.
I wish i was the kind of person who could switch off, accept things as they are, not question, not query, not wonder. I suppose i’ve headed on past shock and denial stages of grief (though shock seems particularly capable of re-emerging, i spent most of the last two days feeling [...]
Maddy wrote this. I’m so proud
We had a lovely day at Zoe’s today. I took a variety of gel pens, some of which can be used on windows but all of which blend together. We got the kids to experiment for a while, drawing alongside them again to help encourage them.
Then we gave [...]
